this is my first blog and first attempt at writing on the net.what follows is 'CRAP' of the highest order...so don't try to interpret.
there are so many thoughts floating in the ocean of my mind that i cant figure out which one to pursue. how important is it anyways to decide....how much control do i reallly have...is it me or the coincidences around me at work. how important is it really to work or do anything for that matter...... do i live for myself or for the people around me.. do i live for my present or my future......
is this who i am ..... or is this a compromise i have arrived at. times keep changing...so do the moods and feelings but that constant feeling of incompleteness remains.... what is it that is missing.....at all times ....with the best of freinds and in the lonliness without 'em....
all these paragraphs seem so incoherent but they have an underlying thread which will some day give me a way to understand what my mind is is...what is it that it is really after....
the distance between the concious and the uncounsious is so small ... between the real and the unreal is imaginary.
how can some people find their life in studying the smallest of creatures all their life and others can't be satisfied even after seeing the whole world round.
there is a basic essence a basic formula underlying everything which when discovered wil probably make life so boring...
life probably is about his search... that each of us has to go for..... there probably is the ocean in front of us and we all are trying to reach the horizons without realizing that there is in the end only the knowledge of the horizon .... and it only the limits of our knowledge nothing else..............
Shit man ...sab likha tha back dabaa ke udh gaya .... anyways fir kissi din lighenge
and thanks to Sammy ....uske blog padh ke aabhi likne ka mood hua...he write very well....
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