i am the conflict

i am the confusion in clarity, the routine in irregularity

the meaness in charity, the sober in vanity,

i am the love in hatred, the pervert in sacred,

the truth in the lies, the wicked in the wise

i am the meaning in chaos, the rebel from ethos

the method in the madness, the joy in sadness

i am the loneliness in success, the freedom in duress,

the pain behind the laughter, the satisfaction of the destructor

i am tangled emotions n bungled ambitions

the cog in the wheel or the god in every deal,

i am the patient contributing to creation,

the materialist wishing for salvation

i am 'the lost soul' in this 'connected world'